Monday, August 27, 2007

Pray Pray Pray

I just talked to our team in Senegal.
Jessica has been taken to the hospital, they are worried she may have malaria.
This is believed to be a satanic attack.
God gave dreams to 2 other missionaries, of a demon living in the house she is
staying at. Pray for her protection, and deliverance in the name of our Lord
Jesus Christ. Pray for strength and faith, for Jessica and the team.
In the name of Jesus we command the demon to leave our sister alone!

They are having a time of prayer and worship.
Us here in America should do the same.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Jesus is the salvation

How marvelous, how wonderful is my savior's love for me!

I am unworthy, I cannot possibly bring Glory to the holy holy holy Lord with such a broken, stained, imperfect body. Only the perfect one, those who are without blemish can Glorify the King of all Kings. How can I possibly in my brokenness bring praise to such a Sovereign,
Pure, Perfect God! I cannot; In my own power I am nothing!
But, JESUS PAID IT ALL!!!!
He loves us so much that he saw us while we were still sinners, and after having lived a perfect life, he took the weight of the world's sins on himself. He suffered so that we to can be perfect in the eyes of our Lord.
The just judge no longer sees us as sinners. I am innocent.
The blood of Jesus has washed my crimson stains.
JESUS paid my debt.
God delights in me!
I am able to bring the Lord glory and honor and praise.
In the name of Jesus Christ.

Jesus the KING!

Now I realize this may sound elementary, but it is the very heart of Jesus Christ. He loves us so much that even in our imperfections he gave his life and suffered on the cross for him so that in his death, we would gain life, restoration, and healing!
Thank you God!

I will give EVERYTHING to the King.
He is EVERYTHING!
I will follow you LORD!
HERE I AM, USE ME!


Jesus said to his disciples "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up him cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it."
Matthew 16:24




Even when I hardened my heart to the Lord, he was there, he was still speaking to me, he was still longing and anticipating the day I would say "GOD TAKE IT ALL, I cannot do it alone." He was crying out to me "Christi, come back to me, I love you, I have so much to share with you." He was never silent! NEVER! and I knew it. I just would not listen. But praise the Lord he has melted my heart and I will forever offer my body as a living sacrifice to him.




Let us not keep this joy and restoration to ourselves.
LET THE GRACE OF GOD BE SPREAD THROUGHOUT THE NATIONS!

Every tribe, every nation, every tongue bringing GLORY to GOD!


His name will be great among the nations!

HE IS EVERYTHING!
GIVE IT ALL TO JESUS!



Senegal Missions

Our missions team is in Senegal August 20th - 30th.
Pray for a safe trip and return.

For updates go to:
http://straightwayafrica.blogspot.com/

For pictures and videos go to:
http://s226.photobucket.com/albums/dd113/straightwayafrica/

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Made to Worship

Isaiah 26:8:
Yes Lord, walking in the way of Your truth we wait eagerly for You,
for Your name and renown are the desire of our souls.

God is Everything!
Everything I have is because of Him!
I cannot help but NEED to give it all back and say YOUR WILL God.
I live for you, I live to worship you!

JESUS is my one and only desire.
I yearn for more, I am ALL his.
God has filled me up.
There is NO other way to go.
I've tried... many detours and distractions.
But they weren't enough I need more.

I need an intimate, AMAZING, MIND-BLOWING, BREATHTAKING, STARTLING, SPECTACULAR, MARVELOUS, IMPASSIONED, AFFECTIONATE, DEVOTED,
relationship with Jesus, My Lord, My Savior, My Creator, My Father, My Maker,
My Best Friend, My Life Preserver, My Restorer, My Deliverer, My LIFE, My
Everything.

What more is there, when He gave me everything?

How am I to respond any other way but worship and total surrender?!
The desire of my heart and soul is to see Jesus, touch Jesus, hear Jesus, love Jesus,
live for Jesus. There is nothing else. There is no fooling ourselves.
We will never be satisfied, if we are always taking the reigns.
Give it to Jesus!

God is so above us
there is no way we could understand the complexity of his plan and his will.
Praise Him!!!
Praise Him to know that we can let go...
that we can jump and know that he is still going to hold everything
into place, and he is going to catch us.
If we really believed that it would be so much easier, for everyone to drop
everything, sell their houses, their land all for the cause of Jesus!
He is always there. God holds are life into place.

I surrender Everything.
Because I know God loves me.

Thursday, August 9, 2007

May my cry come before you, O Lord; give me understanding according to your word.

May my cry come before you, O' Lord; give me understanding according to your word.
May my supplication come before you; according to your promise.
May my lips overflow with praise, for you teach me your decrees.
May my tongue sing of your word, for all your commands are righteous.
May your hand be ready to help me, for I have chosen your precepts.
I long for your salvation, O' Lord, and your law is my delight.
Let me live that I may praise you, and may your laws sustain me.
I have strayed like a lost sheep.
Seek your servant for I have not forgotten your commands.
Psalm 119:169-176

Jesus you saved my soul
You are the love of my life!


Your will above all else.
The Lord is my Rock, my fortress and my strong tower over me.


Psalm 73:25-26
Whom have I in heaven but you?
And earth has nothing I desire besides you,
My heart and my flesh may fail, but God is the
strength of my heart and my portion forever.

God is EVERYTHING!
The cry of my heart, is to bring praise and glory and honor and power!
Let the world cry out for more... Let them feel the tug, and FLEE TO JESUS.
He is the only shelter from the darkness!

Today has been a very peaceful but powerful day, I feel swept away.
The weather has been solemn and all of nature seems to cry out
to the King of Kings!

I can feel the love of God overflowing for ME! Yes, me.
When the wind blows I can feel his warm embrace on me.
When I look to the sky I can see his sovereign Glory.
He is holding me.

I am so thankful!
God has his hand over my life.
He is using me!


GOD YOU ARE SO HOLY
No one is above you.
I would be nothing without you!

Psalm 18:1-3
I love you, O Lord, my strength.
The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge.
He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
I call to the Lord who is worthy of praise and I am saved from my enemies.

My God satisfies my heart. He has delivered me.
I know longer feel bonds tied to this world.
But I feel freedom in Jesus and in His Kingdom!


May, "your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven."
Matthew 6:10

I desire NOTHING, but the will of God in my life.
When I search for truth all I find is more of God and his promises.
I live for the name of Jesus.

YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE JESUS!
Lead me into more of you.




phew! That is intense. I feel the spirit working in my life and I am blown away.
Worship is all that leaves my lips.
THANK YOU LORD.
You have saved my life!
I have never felt so alive, Jesus is EVERYTHING!
His name leaves me stunned and amazed.

Words cannot express the joy I feel, because God has touched me.

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

When you say go we will go...

When I listen to that song I cannot help but want to build my faith even more.
I want to be ready when God says "Christi do this, which seems impossible" I want to say
"Yes God, nothing is impossible with you!" No doubt. "I will pack my bags tonight!"

Luke 9:23-24
"If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it."

I used to dream of the day, when I would own the perfect subdivision home, with the
perfect doctor husband, our two perfect straight A children and our
well-trained Collie dog and be "successful."
Well... that will never happen at least not by the standards of the world!
I want to follow God, NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.
Not where I live, not what I will eat, not what I will wear... God will provide.
I just need MORE of him.




"If you say go; we will go.
If you say wait; we will wait.
If you say step out on the water, and they say it can't be done;
we will fix our eyes on YOU and we will come!"


"If you call us to the fire you will always draw your hand and we will gaze into the flame and look for you."

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Monday, August 6, 2007

Therefore go and make disciples of all nations...

Joy is bubbling over in me!
I am so swept away!
Nothing else matters.

I cannot help, but talk to everyone I come in contact with about the joy and about Jesus!
Everyone thinks I have lost it! Its all I talk about, hes all I think about.
NOTHING ELSE
MATTERS!!!!!!
I have an addiction. Hallelujah!

I do not mean to sound overly religious, it is nothing like that.
I'm in love. I am completely head over heels in love.

I want to be sent, I want to tell everyone!
JESUS IS LORD!
THERE IS NO OTHER WAY!
HE IS THE BREAD OF LIFE!
HE BRINGS MERCY, SALVATION, AND HEALING!
HE SETS OUR HEARTS ON FIRE FOR HIM!
HOW CAN I BE SILENT A FIRE BURNS INSIDE OF ME!!!!!!!

Jesus said in Matthew 28:19-20
"Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you, And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."
I want to go. I want to shake the world in the name of Jesus!


John 20:21-22
Again Jesus said,"Peace be with you! As the Father has sent me, I am sending you." And with that he breathed on them and said "Receive the Holy Spirit."

I am not quite capable of summing up everything I just said.
I am encompassed by the love of my Saviour.
I stand amazed.
I want the world to know!

Sunday, August 5, 2007

Freely you have recieved, freely give.

I was reading Matthew 10:8 yesterday and when Jesus spoke the words "Freely you have received, freely give. They struck a chord in my heart. I was prophetized to later that day ...
and it all seemed to connect. I feel like I am finally on the right track for God's call on my life.
I'm far from perfect... but I am striving to live a life that Glorifies God.
HOLY HOLY HOLY IS THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY WHO WAS AND IS AND IS TO COME!
That has been in my spirit all day I needed to let that out!

I am overfilled with joy for the Lord and what he has done for me. He has taken me from a
place of despair and hopelessness to a place of faith, hope, trust, love, friendship, and peace!
I know the storms will return, and although I can be shaken... no one can shake the Lord
who is with me. PRAISE GOD! He has changed my life and ruined my plans! THANK YOU LORD!

I pray that everyone who comes in contact with me to feel the presence of God and his holy spirit flowing through me! In everything I do I want it to point to Jesus and bring him
Glory and Honor and Praise!

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Seek first the Kingdom...

I've been praying a lot lately about the hunger I feel for the Lord and that he would reveal more of himself to me. Partly because I have just finished the book "One Thing" by Dwayne Roberts (Great book, highly recommended) and I have just started reading "God Chasers". Not only that but, my life has been transformed. I have felt the presence of God on me and I want MORE! My dad mentioned a month ago, about having a kingdom mind set... to my shame I blew him off a bit. God confirmed to me today that, that is just what I should be setting my eyes on; His Heart and ultimately His Kingdom.
I will lay down my entire life to take up my cross and follow him. I want to be his disciple.
I want to be a God chaser!
I have a better understanding of what Jesus meant when he said in Matthew 6:33,

"But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness;
and all these things will be given to you as well."

How can it be anymore simple...
All I have to do is give my life to Jesus and to his glory and he will take care of everything else.

How reassuring is it to know I am loved!


Jeremiah 29:11-13

"For I know the plans I have for you,"
declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you
and not to harm you, plans to give you
hope and a future. Then you will call
upon me and come and pray to me, and I
will listen to you. You will seek me
and find me when you seek me with all
your heart."


To be honest... I fall subject to holding onto things in my life and not giving the control
completely to God. The biggest of those being marriage! I know I'm young.
But, I long to share my life with a man who chases after the heart of God,
just as I am trying to. I dream of my husband and I pray for him. Sometimes
I take things in my own hands. I have been engaged once, but because it was against
the will of God. Thank you Lord for being so merciful, and showing me he was not the
one before I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life!

I've decided to let God take care of the husband thing because, well I'm really bad at it,
and His ways are FAR above mine. My views have changed on dating as well,

I will not date a guy unless I can see myself marrying him, and he is completely
given over to his life to his relationship with Christ and his love for the King.
I am so sick of dead end relationships.
I do not want to kiss another man until my wedding day.


Thats all my thoughts for now I'll probably be on later.


Remember the Lord delights in you